Covid activities (i)

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I’m amplified. I submit a revised manuscript, a paper I’ve been working on for years, I feel like I’ve finally figured out how to untie the knot in its argument and the exhilaration when submitting it threatens to dissolve my cells into the little particles dancing in the light coming in through my dusty kitchen window. But then, miss-communication in virtual socializing, words that don’t make it out right without the help of a hand, a shifting of the head. Unease over the difficulty to understand the misunderstandings. No other’s breathing to pace my racing heart. I never realized how balancing another person’s physical presence could be. So I take to the woods. I look at the spring flowers, how their colors shift. It gives pause. And I remember: Watching an orchid. My school of meditation.

Photo: At the orchid fair, Glasgow Botanic Gardens, May 2017. Posted on Instagram April 10, 2020.

Edinburgh (i)

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In a way, one could say this is where it all started. My collection of botanic gardens. Sure, I had visited others before. But this is where I become so obsessively systematic about it. The Royal Botanic Garden in Edinburgh in 2013. Together with dad, we marveled at the lush June flower beds, and how every single corner of the garden seemed to have a plan, every nook a place to discover strange and exotic plants in. I then continued down on the continent by train, and visited seven other botanic gardens, but none of them could beat Edinburgh. And revisiting it in 2017, my opinion about it did not change. It is a beautiful place, and I could spend days there, roaming the groves and studying the intricacies of the tropical plants in the greenhouses.

Photo: Royal Botanic Garden Edinburgh, May 2017. Posted on Instagram April 9, 2020.

Bergius (i)

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What more suitable botanic garden to start with, than the first one I ever visited as a child, the one run by the university that employs me, the one I stroll through during my lunchtime walks (or at least used to, when going to the office was still a thing one did). Bergius botanic garden in Stockholm. I like how the colors of Brunnsviken bay shift with the mood of the weather, and how this rubs off on the atmosphere of the garden. I like how the gardeners have created little pockets of habitats, the wetland, the meadow, the fruit garden, the flower beds around the two greenhouses. Following all the different faces of the seasons.

Photo: The Victoria greenhouse in winter drizzle, December 2019. Posted on Instagram April 7, 2020.

mission statement

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Botanic gardens. I collect them. Since 2012, I have visited, photographed and written travel journal entries about thirty-three. This is what I will do here: Post photographs from the botanic gardens and write about them, about what they mean to me, about what they make me feel. Literally, and in a more loosely connected, associative sense. In search for that common chord that drives my research, fuels my obsession with botanic gardens, and forces me to sing for the wood anemones and the old mighty olive tree.

Photo: An olive tree, 400 years old, in Jardin des Plantes Montpellier. Posted on Instagram April 5, 2020.

introduction

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It was during one of those other surreal moments in time, when (forgive me the big word) the Anthropocene came crashing into my life, wrenching emotions out of the rational awareness I’ve had for years: We are in an age of great uncertainty. And things are happening to the biosphere. Stranded in the drought and ranging wildfires of the summer of 2018, not knowing what to do with all the tangents and unclosed parentheses left by my one-year-seminar and the yellow grass, the heat, and the fires, fires, fires. I needed another outlet then too, something to balance the budding Academic. I thought: Dress what I feel in something simple and familiar. I had an idea. And then, I never found the time. Now is the time.

Photo: Scentless mayweed and nettles in Bergius Botanic Garden, Stockholm, June 2018. Posted on Instagram April 2, 2020.

prologue

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Living in this bubble, now. Self-(semi-)quarantine, shared with the rest of the world, but also my very own, PhD-stage-imposed. In the in-between space of finishing writing a paper and getting a new study started, my days are spent in a mental tennis match of ideas. Those of others, through the scientific papers I read, and my own. I feel inspired. And stuck. All while spring has started to unfold. I see it in the rising and opening of wood anemones along the forest path where I conduct my daily exercise. The contrasts are shattering. I have to do something, find a common chord, an anchor, a semblance of sense. I choose to do this.

Photo: Spring flowers in another forest, another place, another year / The arboretum in Glasgow Botanic Gardens, May 2017. Posted on Instagram April 1st, 2020.

Jardin botanique du Parc de la Tête d’Or

Written in October 2018

The botanic garden lies in the Parc de la Tête d’Or in the center of Lyon. The park covers 117 hectares, and the botanic garden only makes up a small portion of that – but the variety of trees, shrubs and water bodies in the rest of the park makes it feel like an extension of the garden. More a display of the richness of plant life on Earth than an ordinary city park.

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The main greenhouse very much reminds me of the one in Paris – a gorgeously antique steel structure from the outside, but not systematic enough on the inside for my botany-buff-taste.

The smaller ones, spread out across the garden, were nice, though. I was particularly impressed by the generous collection of carnivorous plants. I always think they look alien, as if from a different planet – or at least from a distant and more violent time.

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I buy a cup of coffee at the café by the lake. High-rises can be glimpsed behind the tree-crowns. It’s like the knowledge of the bustle that is most likely going on beyond those high, yellow-edged trees across the lake only makes the stillness in here more relaxing. A moment out of time.

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But what really took my breath away: The most impressive display of dahlias that I have ever seen. The color of those flowers! I have had a thing for dahlias this summer, they had beds of these voluptuous flowers of Mexican origin in both the Bergius garden in Stockholm and in Visby – but nothing beats this extravagance.

My grandmother loved her dahlias. Her garden was gorgeous, both for the vegetables, berries and flowers, tended to with so much skill, joy and love up until her last summer in life. And I think the dahlias were her favorites in the flower beds – digging up the roots every autumn, keeping them snug and above freezing in pots filling the entire glass verandah over winter and then planting them again in spring. Whenever mom and I were headed to visit grandpa’s grave, she would give us a generous bouquet of white and deep purple dahlias to decorate it with. In her last ten years, she had trouble walking long distances and couldn’t get to the grave very often, but I think she felt like she was there, at the grave, in spirit through the dahlias that she had so lovingly tended to. To make a long story short, I have recently felt a new fascination of dahlias, and I think there might be a very sentimental reason for it.

The only unpleasant part of the park was the zoo. It has been ages since I have been to one, but now, seeing the giraffes walk in circles out of boredom made me feel nauseous. And the capuchin and spider monkeys in their cages just sitting there, staring. I am sure they are as well cared for as animals in captivity can be. I just do not think that wild animals should be kept in tight spaces like this.

But if I forget about the zoo, and only focus on the park and the garden, it is a marvelous place. Lyon really has a botanical garden to be proud of.

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a botanical moment

Written in October 2018

Botanical garden of Lyon. There is something special about the stillness in a garden located in the middle of the city. The trees painted yellow by autumn, being reflected in the milky turquoise water of the lake. I can sense, more than hear, the bustle of the streets behind the trees – species I don’t know the names of – but here, the mist lies like a blanket over every sound. Only the hungry ducks take up any space in the soundscape. This is one of those moments out of time.

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Jardin botanique de la Charme in Clermont-Ferrand

Written in October 2018

Situated on the same street as the Michelin head office in an otherwise sleepy residential area of brutalist apartment complexes in suburban Clermont-Ferrand, the tiny Jardin botanique de la Charme is easy to miss. It is small, and at a first glance it looks neglected and forgotten, full of empty flowerbeds and big trees hanging low over them, making everything a bit gloomy.

But once you get a little bit further in, the garden lightens up. The flowerbeds host an assortment of colorful autumn blossoms, from nasturtiums to dahlias. In the furthest corner, there is a beautiful selection of tomatoes, from tiny berry-like things to one big and dark maroon, almost black.

We sat down on a bench under the platanus trees, David, Kriszti and I, and ate our harvest from the bakery up the street: a local potato quiche (they seem to have a thing for potatoes here in Auberge) and imaginative pastries. And I realise: Even though it looks neglected at first, there is a tranquility here, and an order in the few flowerbeds that actually do have plants in them. It is really nice for a stroll, or for a little impromptu picnic.

Later, David looks up the garden online. He tells us that in the closed-off part of the garden is the nursery for all the plants that are planted in the flowerbeds in the parks of Clermont-Ferrand. So this botanic garden is not neglected, it just actually has a purpose, more than just being a nice public park. And maybe we just happened upon it at an unfortunate time: Right before the start of winter hibernation.

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The botanical garden in Clermont-Ferrand does not brag. But I liked the visit, in all its modesty.