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Let me just tell you this: I’ve created a folder in my bookmarks bar where I save any links to Youtube clips or articles that I’ve been recommended to watch or read. And I’ve made sure I really want to watch or read them – just not now. My read! folder now has 37 links.

The document with my blog post notes now has the bones for 22 texts. I have 29 photographs or illustrations to accompany them. Things are happening in my life, I just can’t find the focus to finish anything.

And it hit me today: I’ve started to think of my thesis as an individual. Recently, an individual that I actually enjoy spending time with. That doesn’t mean things are going exceptionally well. Things are fine, but I won’t be able to tell, really, until June 1st, if even then. But I have conversations with it, trying to get to know. Where did it come from? Where is it going? What is it good at? What makes it tick?

There isn’t time for anything else.