I’m so exhausted. I hosted a dinner yesterday, and there are wine glasses and bread crumbs all over the apartment, but I couldn’t motivate myself to clean them away. Instead, I felt like staying in bed. So that’s what I did. Sleeping, watching old Swedish TV shows from the Swedish Television’s open archive. Eating leftover salad, bread and brie.
My new classmates are going out dancing tonight, but I just can’t get myself to step into the shower. I don’t understand where all this exhaustion comes from. I feel empty.